Fundamental Darkness

I have to concentrate on choreographing steps and my sydc trainings now. :D



Marcus Brother.

Marcus Brother.

This brother of mine is Marcus Leong.
He is a very good brother.(:
Whenever I’m sad/depress, he’ll definitely be there to cheer me up and give me advice/encouragement.
Like whenever I post a sad/depress status on FB/blog/msn, he’ll be the one to comment on the status/talk to me on msn to give me advice and encouragement that I needed.
And it really seriously helped alot. (:
Yesterday, he talked to me on msn, what he said to me really struck me. And, seriously I felt ashamed of myself. I’ve never grown as a disciple of Ikeda Sensei. And I’m deceiving myself.
And he made me realise this.
I need to do human revolution and show people actual proof. And, I’ll not be defeated by anything. <:

Brother, thanks once again. Really thank you very much. (:
I’m great to have you as a friend, a brother. Loves!

I hate it.


GDI. I seriously fucking hate cramps. It stop me from dancing for three days. D:
And, I always feel like being a guy for that one week just to avoid cramps. Thats how bad my cramps can get. Argh!
I’m like nin Studio A watching all my other crew-mate  do isolations/warm-ups. And will be learning new choreography later and I can just sit here and watch them dance! Damn. ):
Maybe next time I shall invent a pad that can absorb everything and confirm nothing will leak out. No matter how vigorous that activity is. And invent something that can keep your tummy warm all the time without emitting radiation, so that your tummy will feel warmth all the time and henceforth not feel pain. :/
I should have study really hard uh. And not regret now. Argh!  Fml.

I seriously need a session with Sydc-mates to train for our upcoming performance. And, damn I’ve yet choreograph anything for our 2nd junior exam. Which is suppose to be the more important one. Argh! -.-
I can’t choreograph uh. Tsk! I can only learn. >:/ Hate myself manxz!


Semester One result slip.

Semester One result slip.

K, it’s not very good I know. But, It’s better than I’ve expected. (:
For people who know me long enough, know that I can’t draw. Seriously cannot. And, still can’t draw now.
And was surprised that most of my grades were C+ instead of D+. HAH. :D
My drawing illustration still D+ luckily not D- (inside joke).
Was kinda disappointed at my colour theory results though. :/ Thought I can get a B.! Argh.

I need to work even harder now!. Improve my GPA to 2.8/3.
My aim for Semester two’s result.

K, gonna practice dance now. Bye.

I don’t understand

Seriously I don’t understand what are my parents thinking. Like seriously!.
I want to buy a new dance shoe and got rejected by them. Like wtf?!?. Dance shoe is a necessary in dance uh.
And yet they don’t want to buy. Like eff them.


FB Exam.

My result slip. Marker is Priscilla! <:

My result slip. Marker is Priscilla! <:

Kay, this is my result slip. Thou I scored a result of 22/30 which can be considered not bad, I still feel that I can improve alot more.! I must score better for our next junior exam. I need to inprove alot on my highs & lows, my energy level and my control. <:
Thanks priscilla for giving me such high marks.
And ZhenXin brother did a great job uh!. I love the way he controls his body. (:
Very nice. And sharp. Good job brother.!

Kay, got to turn it early as I’ve got to work tmr. Sian! ):
Zzz, hope everything goes well for me tomorrow. Argh!. Rawr.

I seriously love my Lomo alot.<3


September 17, Fbodz. <:

September 17, Fbodz. <:

Had a mini Foreign Bodies Outing. (:
Was fun but not really super fun. 
The main point is, I enjoyed it ALOT. 
They're really a great bunch of friends and dancers and clique. 
Love everyone of them to the max!.
I guess only FB will bond with Seniors and Juniors to that extend. 
Like Seniors/Grand seniors/ Great Grand Seniors 
will come and hang out with us, 
teach us stuffs and share with us their experience. <:
Really appreciate it alot! Thanks Seniors, Bear!. :D
Oh! I'm loving my new baby, Holga Polga & Robottie!. <: 
They're both such lovely thing!.
Foreign Bodies FTW!.<3